hello to anyone reading. here's a little bit about me and my love life.
loving me is not easy. some days i'm all smiles and affection and other days there's nothing i want more than to be quiet and lie in bed all by my lonesome.
sometimes i get angry about stupid things and won't talk to you. other days i'll think that you're the most perfect person in the world. i'm a chronic overthinker, i overreact more than i should. and every once in a while, i get insecure. i know i'm hard to love. i have sharp edges. i have missing parts.
i'm not high maintenance, at least not anymore. you can hardly see me go shopping and spend hundreds on makeup and clothes like i used to. i thrift and buy preloved clothes a lot and i've been trying to save up. and even if i want anything, i would buy it myself or i'll just ask from my dad. from a guy, specifically a boyfriend, i only expect reassurance, small gestures, time and affection. i just want to be treated right.
so, loving me is not easy. it's definitely not for the weak.
kudos to my boyfriend.
xoxo, A.