well.. first of all, happy new year! i'm not going to bore you with any new year new me resolutions or some inspirational motivating stuff because to be honest, the inspiration and motivation have been almost nonexistent for me especially in the last few weeks. so where have i been?
that's the question i know some of you might be wondering because i've been missing in action and my last post was almost 3 months ago. i do feel bad about it but i don't give a shit. saying that might seem harsh yet it is the truth. i did promised to myself that i will post regularly... i just haven't been feeling like myself lately.
i have always been one to fall in and out easily. to a certain extent i believe that is completely normal, for me it happens far too often. i feel overwhelmed. going through these moments of loving being on social media, doing the stuff that brings me joy, to not having an ounce of desire to participate in anything outside of my room and with anyone seemed like normal phases to me.
this isn't a big set back or a bad thing for me. this is a simple complication, it’s whatever. these past few weeks i was just learning something new about myself and now getting answers and navigating through life.
so that's that. i needed to take care of me for a bit and i was procrastinating getting back on blogging. i want to be more transparent with you online and stay more consistent but like i said, that gets hard for me at times. however this is to me, for jumping back into this place, even if it's just to tell you all the crazy things i am doing or not doing, though it feels like i am talking to a wall.
may you have a wonderful year ahead of you.
xoxo, A.